Sunday, January 30, 2011

There better be a happy ending...


I am halfway through Slumdog Millionaire, and the poverty and torture Jamal and his brother have experienced is as bad, if not worse, than I expected. I am absolutely disgusted at how easily the general community accepts such abuse.

One of my favorite parts is seeing Jamal’s “sassy” remarks to his torturers. At one point, Jamal backs up his lucky answers with “It doesn’t take a genius to know the answers.” When one of the men in charge tries to agree saying “Yes, I knew the answer to that one,” Jamal responds, “Like I said, it doesn’t take a genius to know the answers.” I laugh at parts like this.

Other parts were heart-wrenching. After all the suffering, all the terrors, all the fighting, all the hopeless running from enemies…Jamal has seen his father burn alive, his mother beaten to death, his brother shoot another man and rape his best friend. At the eventual reunion with his brother, Jamal screams, “I will never forgive you!” I can’t blame him for a second. I ache at parts like this.

I have watched torture after torture, fight after fight. I can’t wait to see some hope- some joy in all of the terror. Things must get better from here. 

I am about to watch Slumdog Millionaire.

I am afraid to watch this movie.

From what I hear, I am going to cringe, cry, and ache as I watch the experiences of Jamal in the slums of India. Even reading the reviews, I was a bit disgusted at some of the incredible violence and evil people that exist in his life.

Despite my fear, I am watching this movie in hopes of opening my inexperienced eyes to the destitution of others. I do not want to be immune. I do not want the struggles of others to pass through my thoughts as if they are just more events, just more hardships. I want to see the pain from a real perspective and experience just a slice of the hurt.

I am curious to know if the pain I am about to see is realistic. After I finish, I hope to research the slums of India, or perhaps poverty in general. I want to know what is being done about it, what the most difficult parts are, and how I can bring some of my hope to their world.

Here we go…